GAHHH!!

roar!!!

BAWWWWW!!

sad.. sad.. sad sad sad sad..

so sad.. sad.. im sad.. sad... sad..

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sad..

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dun like.... sad.. sad... sad sad sad....

sad.... =(

Suddenly have the urge to blog, after reading yy's blog. =) it feels so nice, so really weird that someone is blogging down wad we were doing together.

it's been such a long time... in sec sch, in poly, when we'll look out for each others' blogs for pictures, things that happened. is it just me or what but i don't do that anymore.

all the process, all the very funny or interesting things, i feel controlled, worried that whatever i type here will be exposed somewhere & i'll get into some trouble.

i've drifted away from alot of friends whom i once treasured so much.. because of misunderstandings, distance and time.

it's too late to say anything now, but whatever i have now, i'm going to hold them close to me. am not going to let things change when i come back a year later.

right now, i believe my feeling of emptiness, the feeling of being afraid to lose everything will stay for a year.. but i need to badly tell and remind myself that as long as i work hard, one year will be very fast..

i dun have alot of hopes & friends! because alot of them have drifted away, n i only have this limited of heart just enough for my small circle of friends =)

its a little bit early, but i want to post this down so that if i have anything to add, i can, and i'll make sure i meet up with people that i'm mentioning below!

agenda & hopes in summer 09:

- meet up with mummy (mazlinah) whom i met in town by chance that day!
- lovely dinner with christine & jamie!
- hug yewei very tightly & stare at his funny hairstyle.
- see if water has grown any white hairs
- cook many more meals (which i'll learn in UK) with yy & yw!
- spend some time in hongkong to appreciate all the help my relatives have given me.
- meet the hopefully-slimmed-down-already-louis
- see liz becoming another angmoh-like lady.
- mahmah & xian to still keep in contact and go zoo with me =(
- guanlong to have a very nice gf (who is nice & ahem can sing as well =x)
- kel and gf to be another year closer to their 8 year to be married date!!
- ey, cel jere & xw another step towards their dreamm =D
- th kor to meet his special one who will treasure him.
- daryl to be not as busy and meet me more often!!!
- wilson to be filled with creative juices & more confident of his great works =D
- jas to be a happier girl, a much happier one than the one i see =)
- see a even more skinnier monkey maveric
- valerie to come out of her poor shell & deserve a better life!!!
- my sip colleagues to continue to treat yw & i very nice as didi and meimei =D
- my bro to have a higher post & earn more money, and give me a baby to play soon!
- of cos, mom & dad to be very well, healthy & happy parents.

- last but not least, come back with the 3 girls as a professional designer =DDDD


mm, there are some names that i didn't mention, although i badly want to talk to them like last time, i hope i hadn't been so childish and self centered, and go back time to repair things.. sob. still, i love who i am now! i love what i have & i really really want them to stay =D

o8o8o8 has been an eventful day of mine! though i din step out of punggol..



mom woke me up to tell me our door was painted by loanshark.. as in sprayed.
turned out that it was this unit 4 storeys above us who made us kena this mess.

anyway i called the police & we cleaned this whole mess already.. so all we can say is.. we were suay..




cooking session again with yw & yy! this time is normal but good old plain fried rice.
SO FAST LO to cook this.. compared to a western meal, this is nth!!!!

anyway i think i'm going to try to learn how to boil soup soon. >.<



yummy snacks after dinner? haha fried potato mini patties thingy which we bought at tamp giant ytd! with ice chocolate =DDDD

im starting to like cooking, without the washing ^^

-PS: hehe yy did the washing this time, n it was super lot.. so..... this coming week im going to do the washing!!!!!! =3

YUMMY!!! i was at takashimaya, this Ambush.. swiss german sausage house? eating lunch today! this set is a set meal with clam chowder soup and drink.. but so niceee larrr!! <3












haha yay this is what farmer house?












this is from sakura buffet. =x got mini pancakes n waffle leh! din noe..














anyway it feels gd to take a break from doing work, checking emails n playing sims at home these days.. though its fun too..



modifying sim2 characters who were made to be quite ugly.. till can put on makeup, change hair, change contact lens, nail art, tattoos, lots of skin colours.. freckles.. so much to do!