Diary of my Contact lens journey

Day 1
- Spent 2+ hr plus with yw at optical shop, learnt to put on & remove.

Day 2
- Practise at home.
1st try, 15 mins to put on. 15 mins to take out.
2nd try, 10 mins to put on. 10 mins to take out.

Day 3
- Out. Didn't wear.

Day 4
- Put on for 5 mins. Worn for 3 hours. Left eye was irritated.
- 5 mins to take out.

Right eye - Torn contact lens.
Left eye - Inflammation.

- The End-

I don't want to wear contacts anymore. I brought myself so much trouble, for this chance to wear. I made my mom agreed to letting me do it; she was afraid I would get eye infection again.

And there, today I was, at the doctor.. and he was telling me that opticians and eyes doctors don't wear contact lens for all these reasons.

I didn't listen to mom, and I put in effort to struggle with contact lens.
I cried badly today, not because I couldn't wear contacts anymore, or that I wasted the money or the eye is making me super irritated.

I cried because I made this mistake, after trying and I feel hopeless.

I've lost to myself, that I really could not handle this and had to see the doctor afterall.

These 4 days of my contact lens journey made me changed a little.
I have the courage to poke my eye! -.-
But still, I guess it's really the end. Good bye lenses.